Today My mans left me at 5:00 oclock in the morning. And my sister too. My uncle drove them all the way up to Auckland and then my other uncle dropped them off home. Now I’m at course with my mates but still feeling lost. Knowing that tonight I’m going to be sleeping by myself all alone but with my mum but still that just makes me feel very sad. Sitting here typing like a loser and got pretty tipsy lastnight. Don’t think I’m going to drink again this week. Yeah, I say it but I’m all shit. What’s up with me. Got to stop texting boys an all that bullshit. Feel sorry fr my man. He gets all cut up about it but atleast my family are in love with him like I do. Thats how I feel so far.
Im lost with out you
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